Update for today…

Some of you may not be aware of this but Tony and I are Catholic. We also go regularly to a Missouri Synod Lutheran Church (different story there). Well on Sunday I had something happen to me that I thought was a major step in my recovery (if that is what you can call it) … [Read more…]

Loss and other things…

Hello everyone! I took these pictures on Tuesday morning and not on Monday. My camera ran out of batteries and all the batteries in the house were out of power. Oh well you can now see how early I wake up! The window even faces south! Anyway you can see the candles that I will … [Read more…]

October 15th…

I don’t know if I remember hearing about this last year, though under the circumstances I could see why, but October 15 is national pregnancy and infant loss day. It is asked that at 7PM in all time zones that people light a candle for an hour in remberance. This way a “wave of light” … [Read more…]

Our ultrasound today…

Well I wish I had good news today. We had our ultrasound today and there was no heartbeat detected. It seems we lost, what we will always refer to as “baby D”, around the 9 week mark. I will be having a procedure done that may be able shed some light on if this was … [Read more…]