Last week Tony and I went out to lunch with one of Emily’s primary nurses. That was nice as it is always good to see any of them.
I experienced more of the feeling of the children last week. This time I thought it was Emily. On Wednesday I went to get our minivan washed and I kept hearing something that more or less sounded like a branch of a tree brushing up against the van in the blowing breeze. I can see well around in the van and couldn’t find anything. Finally when I had to get out of the van to have it washed I noticed nothing. It was strange. Then after I got home from this outing I heard a sound like someone was trying to scrape the snow off their boots and was brushing their feet against the pavement. I looked around and there was no one around. The following day I heard more weird noises.
I almost get the feeling that Emily isn’t trying to see me but is showing me to prospective souls. I am thinking that Emily, with Christopher’s and Alexander’s help, is “interviewing” souls to be our next child. They want to make sure they get it right. I could just see Emily leading this too.
Couldn’t you just see Emily saying: “Do you want to be my brother or sister? What would you bring to my parents? Take this IQ test. I need to see if your smart enough to be my sibling. Lets go to the age progression hall and see what you look like when you get older. What about your past lives, do you have excess baggage? I don’t want anyone with excess baggage my parents have been through a lot already. Here lets go see them and see how you interact with them. Don’t forget you have to get through me to be with them!”
After all I see the children being in this cool town where they can go about (without fear of crime or anything) and go to concerts of deceased musicians. Emily use to listen to Freddie Mercury and Karen Carpenter not to mention Louie B. Armstrong when she was in utero with her brothers. They could also go to readings from great authors. Or attend school with the greatest minds of science or academia. Then they visit with other members of their family for family dinners or holidays. Then there is places where they can look down on us. They can be with us when they miss us. To me that sounds like a wonderful place!
In other news I am now officially on my monitoring cycle. They are going to run test on me and Tony (he is mostly done) and then let me start my pre-IVF cycle next cycle… I think. This could change tomorrow with the consult. So I have a Hysteroscopy on Wednesday. Don’t worry they are not as bad as they were 100 years ago! Ha ha! I have had this procedure before and it wasn’t that bad.
Well that is all the news I have for now. I will write more after tomorrow’s consult.
Oh news about Saphron… I hound my father every time I talk to him to update the blog but I think this format intimidates him and he thinks that he needs to write like Hemingway in order to post to the blog. Anyway, last I heard my father and step mother are running around trying to get all the paperwork in order. Perhaps this is why he has no time to write. Ha ha! I will let you know if anything changes.
Talk to you later!
Jennifer