Loss and other things…

Hello everyone! I took these pictures on Tuesday morning and not on Monday. My camera ran out of batteries and all the batteries in the house were out of power. Oh well you can now see how early I wake up! The window even faces south! Anyway you can see the candles that I will … [Read more…]

October 15th…

I don’t know if I remember hearing about this last year, though under the circumstances I could see why, but October 15 is national pregnancy and infant loss day. It is asked that at 7PM in all time zones that people light a candle for an hour in remberance. This way a “wave of light” … [Read more…]

To answer a question…

I don’t think we will be doing anything more on my birthday. For me it will always be a bittersweet day. Emily was extubated on my birthday last year. While this was the best birthday present I could ever have, it now is sad because we don’t have our little girl anymore. Also before I … [Read more…]

Our Consult…

We got back from our consult today. It was in the evening so therefore the late posting of this today. My doctor was very relieved to hear that all outward signs of infection (fever, chills and so on) were gone. I guess he has heard about really bad things happening, and since it is very … [Read more…]

Update:

This is probably too much information but I thought I would share anyway. Yesterday afternoon I started passing tissue big time. I mean this is the sort of things that when mothers tell their daughters that they are going to bleed every month for a good portion of their life, this is what the daughters … [Read more…]