8 weeks 0 days…

I am calling myself at 34.5 inches around. I really popped out this last weekend. I feel like I am unmistakable pregnant now but I am sure I can hide it for a few more weeks. The people that read my blog obviously know but honestly most of the people that know me in everyday life don’t know yet. I guess I am just fearing that this may not be real. Tony is leaving it up to me to tell people. Not sure what I will be wearing to church on Sunday with my new curve but I will figure out something. Even if they knew my maternity clothing is for the summer so it wouldn’t be good!

I am feeling nauseas and tired all the time. When I am feeling good (those rare moments) I start to worry, then I move around a bit and fear the worse. 🙁 Can’t wait to see baby tomorrow! Tony is still calling the baby “she” so we will have to see what happens. Christmas should be a memorable one this year with me feeling like this.

Not much else happening with us. Max is being great, even if it looks like a bomb went off in our basement. Boys will be boys! I feel bad for him as he is always asking me to play with him, but I can’t. I know this is just temporary but I imagine for him it feels like it is forever. I figure when I get into the second trimester I will be able to do more with him (and not just go to doctor’s appointments) and he will like that.

I had a blood test on Tuesday that I know my oncologist has already read and I have heard nothing so that is good. A week from tomorrow I am having my repeat skin biopsy for something they didn’t like but wasn’t cancer. Not really looking forward to that but once it is done, then it is done.

Well that is it for now. I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas. We have almost forgot about the holiday with me being like I am now. So anyone expecting anything from us will get a later Christmas. 🙂 We hope you understand!